Confusion

onli one more day of exams...so y dont i feel as excited and happy as i thought i would? one reason is that...cuz of the fact i finish my exams so early...i know its a great feeling to get it over and done with...but...most of my friends havent even started theirs...so wad am i supposed to do? i'm gonna b dead bored...to top it off...the weak im at OBS is the week that most of them end their exams... wad an irritant... hmmmz y else? i dunno... wo zhi dao wo yi jing shi ta de "ge ge"... dan shi ...hai wad was that feeling i feel when i see her and him together? although i know she said she onli likes him as a fren...this mornin when i walked in...i felt...something ... cant quite put my finger on it...jealousy? mayb thats wad it was? i have no idea... or mayb even yesterday... when we were talkin abt exams n then *cuz my exams end so early,while theirs has barely started* they were like "do u hear that? izzat a bee?"... i know i was quite a bugger but normally if ppl make jokes like that i have no problem with it,i laugh along, but this time... y do i feel like just goin into a corner and listening to yellowcard's "way away"? y does it hurt more than normal? recently i've felt diff around wo de mei mei... do i like her? yes i do..but whether its just a "fren like" or more than that i have no clue... today when she had to go off suddenly cuz her parents came out from service already and i didnt get to say "goodbye" y did i feel like something was missing... if i do like her,do i tell her? SHOULD i tell her? The last time i had a "mei mei" then told her "i like you" it ended up reeeeeeealli badly...hai... :( so how? i dunno wad to do? sighz ah well i'll have to think abt this again and try and sort myself out... but i think after tmr exams n nxt week's obs is a better time... leave with a song by Yellowcard "empty apartments"

Call me out
You stayed inside
One you love
Is where you hide
Shot me down as I flew by
Crash and burn
I think sometimes you forget where the heart is

Answer no to these questions
Let her go, learn a lesson
It's not me, you're not listening now
Can't you see something's missing?
You forget where the heart is

Take you away from that empty apartment
You stay and forget where the heart is
Someday if ever you love me you'd say it's okay

Waking up from this nightmare
How's your life, what's it like there?
Is it all what you want it to be?
Does it hurt when you think about me?
And how broken my heart is

Take you away from that empty apartment
You stay and forget where the heart is
Someday if ever you love me you'd say it's okay

It's okay to be angry and never let go
It only gets harder the more that you know
When you get lonely if no one's around
You know that I'll catch you when you're falling down
We came together but you left alone
And I know how it feels to walk out on your own
Maybe someday I will see you again
And you'll look me in my eyes and call me your friend

Take you away from that empty apartment
You stay and forget where the heart is
Someday if ever you love me you'd say its okay
It's okay
It's okay...