finally

school's out!!! i mean for mosta the other schs anyway...i ended sch on tuesday n i've been bummin ard since! tho i still got tuition n my dad wants me to continue to study to prepare for nxt yr's "O"s...sighz...well it aint all that bad... today went ta Ben's hse to hang out, been quite a while! while i was there i noticed his grandma didnt look as healthy as b4...wonder why?...hope she's aite... ben n i were just chattin while he jammed on his guitar b4 menti came... hahahha!! we play burnout:takedown, so fun!!! we whooped metal ass on the PS2 xia lah hahahhz then me n menti had lunch @ pizza hut. Ben went back to sch to see his frenz. came back home and studied history (can you believe it??!!) sighz... It feels like my mei mei is under alota stress,hope shes gonna be ok for her chinese Os on monday...Good luck to you!! and everyone else who's takin the paper on monday!! im outta here cya guys!!

Armagedon

got results back...rather not talk abt it...well not here anywayz... realli did like shit,thought i would do better in abt 3 subjects but apparently not...sighz a BIG disappointment for me... kinda depressed...til someone came along n brightened my day... thx mei mei!!! sia lah...well today wasn't all that bad... got to play ball with the scholars and i gotta say...they aint half bad...in fact their quite good... though our team still won both matches hahah well will blog another time when in a better mood.. realli gotta buck up now siaz...

OBS

Tmr im gonna go to obs...b back friday afternoon!! cant wait sia!! unlike *ahem* certain camps... i bet this one's gonna be great!!! though gonna b missin talkin to some ppl at nite...ahahahz ah well... Got a call from an old fren today her mom wanted to talk to my dad bout some stuff...then b4 i knew it she popped by with her mum to pass my dad something....had a nice chat and stuff...been awhile since i did that with her, missed that...she looked great as ever...actually even better...sighz ah well =D ...

will be back friday!!

The Day After...

Exams are finally over!!! :-)...hahahz emaths wasnt too bad...quite doable...chinese was...well hahahaz it was chinese so watcha gonna do abt it? feeling better today though i didnt get to play ball....may play tmr mornin...go suan the guys still doin exams... hahahaz im so evil...today was boring just came home and bummed around...

feeling better cuz o last nite... had a nice chat with mei mei...sad thing is she still got exams til nxt week and nxt week i got obs...sighz... ah well will see her this sat and sun :-D ...hahahahz well nuthin much more to say...will b bummin around these nxt few days when i dun have sch!!!

Confusion

onli one more day of exams...so y dont i feel as excited and happy as i thought i would? one reason is that...cuz of the fact i finish my exams so early...i know its a great feeling to get it over and done with...but...most of my friends havent even started theirs...so wad am i supposed to do? i'm gonna b dead bored...to top it off...the weak im at OBS is the week that most of them end their exams... wad an irritant... hmmmz y else? i dunno... wo zhi dao wo yi jing shi ta de "ge ge"... dan shi ...hai wad was that feeling i feel when i see her and him together? although i know she said she onli likes him as a fren...this mornin when i walked in...i felt...something ... cant quite put my finger on it...jealousy? mayb thats wad it was? i have no idea... or mayb even yesterday... when we were talkin abt exams n then *cuz my exams end so early,while theirs has barely started* they were like "do u hear that? izzat a bee?"... i know i was quite a bugger but normally if ppl make jokes like that i have no problem with it,i laugh along, but this time... y do i feel like just goin into a corner and listening to yellowcard's "way away"? y does it hurt more than normal? recently i've felt diff around wo de mei mei... do i like her? yes i do..but whether its just a "fren like" or more than that i have no clue... today when she had to go off suddenly cuz her parents came out from service already and i didnt get to say "goodbye" y did i feel like something was missing... if i do like her,do i tell her? SHOULD i tell her? The last time i had a "mei mei" then told her "i like you" it ended up reeeeeeealli badly...hai... :( so how? i dunno wad to do? sighz ah well i'll have to think abt this again and try and sort myself out... but i think after tmr exams n nxt week's obs is a better time... leave with a song by Yellowcard "empty apartments"

Call me out
You stayed inside
One you love
Is where you hide
Shot me down as I flew by
Crash and burn
I think sometimes you forget where the heart is

Answer no to these questions
Let her go, learn a lesson
It's not me, you're not listening now
Can't you see something's missing?
You forget where the heart is

Take you away from that empty apartment
You stay and forget where the heart is
Someday if ever you love me you'd say it's okay

Waking up from this nightmare
How's your life, what's it like there?
Is it all what you want it to be?
Does it hurt when you think about me?
And how broken my heart is

Take you away from that empty apartment
You stay and forget where the heart is
Someday if ever you love me you'd say it's okay

It's okay to be angry and never let go
It only gets harder the more that you know
When you get lonely if no one's around
You know that I'll catch you when you're falling down
We came together but you left alone
And I know how it feels to walk out on your own
Maybe someday I will see you again
And you'll look me in my eyes and call me your friend

Take you away from that empty apartment
You stay and forget where the heart is
Someday if ever you love me you'd say its okay
It's okay
It's okay...

LYNC

today was jaaaaaaaaaammed pack full of stuff... had 2 maths tuition for monday... 0800-0945 then 1000-1115...after that went to tch winni's hse... super cool sia!!! had lunch with the other cell leaders... Mei mei and Tim...hahahz sia lah... then we had our discussions on being a leader and the calling to be a leader...that was sooooooooooo much fun....laughin all the way...but still got the discussion done... after that *i think tch winni is tryna faten the girls up...SOOOO MUCH FOOOD!!!* we all went to Lync at the Adelphi across church... L.Y.N.C (pronounced "link") Linking Youths N Christ... thats wad it stands for...its a youth service from 3-5pm...hahahz that was fun...praised God...played games and heard...urmz... "recruitment" speeches...lol... for the diff ministries... like Welcome and Fellowship, Woship Leading, Outreach, Intercession, Creative and Logistics....sighz today really passed fast...sigh wanted to hang out with mei mei abit longer but then she got exams...all the way til i go for obs that time...ah how leh?