almost done!!!!

Exams almost over!!!! whooopeee!!! got through the 1st 4days of exams... tues was chinese paper 1 and chemistry...not too bad...wed was emaths paper 1 and elec geog... both manageable...thurs was good at 1st glance...SS was easy...then the killer emergered from the envelope...the PHYSICS PAPER!!! sia lah this was a freaking murder weapon....sch shld b charged for attempted murder in the 1st degree...hahahahz but wait...that wasnt the worst...today...was A maths and History 2158!!!! Amaths was tough but it was expected...History....hahahahz shld have seen the class when we were preparing...everyone was irritable...well most of the guys crammin in class anyway... when mr.tung was walkin to class we were like "NOOOOOOO!!!" or "F**K SHIT!!!" Or even "cld u WAIT LAH!!!" hahahahz that was the funniest...the paper was bullshit...lol i was crappin my way through the paper sia...sigh...hope can pass....some ppl didnt even wait for the 1 1/2 hr mark to stop writing and get some much needed shuteye in....
Monday E maths2 and Chinese2 No kick lah!!! hahahahz BRING IT ON!!!! oh wait gotta remember... "keep knockin on the Devil's door...sooner or later...someone's gonna answer..." hahahhaz watched the Longest Yard last friday!!! so freaking funny!!! Adam Sandler is the best!!! Along with chris rock!! GoTTa buy the DVD!!!.....tmr got 3hrs of maths tuition b4 im goin for Cell-Grp Leader's Trng!!! then onto the youth service at church!!! tmr's gonna ROCK!!! cy'all ard!!

EXAMS TMR!!!

AAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! exams tmr!!!! hahaha nvm cannot chat the "mantra of death" TM(bro mike)...*die die die...fail fail sure fail die sure die...* hahahahz cannot cannot...must chant the mantra of enlightenment! *im gonna kill the paper...im gonna kill the f**kin paper...it cant stop me no one can!...*
sighz being lame...might be a pre-exam high or sumthin...no freakin idea sia.... im gonna go study now....cyaz

my brain....

Your Brain's Pattern

Your mind is an incubator for good ideas, it just takes a while for them to develop. But when you think of something, watch out! Your thoughts tend to be huge, and they come on quickly - like an explosion. You tend to be quiet around others, unless you're inspired by your next big idea.

What Pattern Is Your Brain?

exams in a week

listenin to : Jimmy eat world : Kill
sighz 1more week...then the exams start...frankly...i dun think im ready yet... i still have alot to study...*so wtf am i doin here???*...i dunnno...very sian nowadayz... plus side is...NBA season is startin soon!!! yes!!! finally!!! Miami will b the champions next June!!!!

" To Live Is To Suffer,
To Survive Is To Find Meaning
In The Suffering "

wad do u guys think?

Poems and songs

Decided to put some stuff i write durin class(when im bored) on my blog...along with some songs i feel are realli nice...read and tag,givin ur reviews...

Slam Dunk Theme song: I want to shout "I love you"

Starting my run in the middle of town,
bright sunlight at my back,
as always,you tapped my shoulder
I'm so enthralled by you
- yet for reasons unknown
your arm won't be linked to mine.

Before I realized it,
you stole my gaze, and it began.
I won't let you go. I won't have any doubts.
Crazy for you.

I want to shout "I love you."
Let's try to change tomorrow.
I want to smash this freezing moment in time.
I want to shout "I love you."
Let's be brave and take a step forward.
I want you to receive these warm emotions.

On the noisy floor,
across from me at the crowded table,
I'm lost in your casual glance.
It feels like I'm in love with you,
yet it's like I'm being toyed with.
I can't lie to my soaring hearbeat emotions anymore.

When will it change,
this frustrating friendship?
I want to tell you. I want to make sure.
I take you away.

I want to shout "I love you."
Let's leave everything behind.
I want to find the words to melt your heart.
I want to shout "I love you."
I won't let you leave me tonight.
Let's end the days we don't get past just gazing at eachother
I wanna cry for you

I want to shout "I love you."
Let's try to change tomorrow.
I want to smash this freezing (moment in) time.
I want to shout "I love you."
Let's bravely take a step forward.
I want you to receive these warm emotions.
I wanna cry for you...

Yellowcard:
Gifts and curses

Mary belongs to the words of a song.
I try to be strong for her, try not to be wrong for her.
But she will not wait for me, anymore, anymore.
Why did I say all those things before? I was sure.

(She is the one), but I have a purpose,
(she is the one), and I have to fight this,
(she is the one), a villian I can't knock down.

I see your face with every punch I take,
and every bone I break, it's all for you.
And my worst pains are words I cannot say,
still I will always fight on for you.

Mary's alive in the bright New York sky,
the city lights shine for her, above them I cry for her.
Everything's small on the ground below, down below.
What if I fall, then where would I go, would she know?

(She is the one), all that I wanted,
(she is the one), and I will be haunted,
(she is the one), this gift is my curse for now.

I see your face with every punch I take,
and every bone I break, it's all for you.
And my worst pains are words I cannot say,
Still I will always fight on for you. Fight on for you ...

I see your face with every punch I take,
and every bone I break, its all for you
and my worst pains are words I cannot say
still I will always fight on for you. Fight on for you. Fight on for you...

Poem:
Loneliness

Trapped in my cold cage
chained to the floor with no escape
darkness my only companion
I see the Sun but i cant feel it
the warmth of its rays I long for it
Your smile, Your Warmth, Your Friendship
with all of it you set me free

Like the golden sun you shone
then you left and there i was
in total misery, chained again

Outside its Summer
but deep inside
I feel the cold of Winter
Alone, by myself, again...


thats all for now....hahaz rmb if u read em pls tag ur reviews! thx alot... need alot more bored time in class for more poems/rap/wadeva hahaz cyaz

...

life's great....family's all fine...have a place to call home, a school to go to, a court to ball and just a normal life. Some of us are so lucky but we sometimes forget... hurricane Katrina in new orleans, mississipi is a real wake up call like the tsunami of last yr...lives are so fragile...homes are so easily destroyed. In a flash, wad we had can dissapear... nvr forget to appreciate those around you...esp ur family members : your mom,dad,grandparents,siblings...your friends...sch mates and best buds ...a phone call to an old fren is always much appreciated... so suay...today chi oral passage is something im sorta strugglin with...the lost of childhood or pri sch frenz... when i saw the passage i was kinda shocked...sighz...still dun understand but anywayz...siigghz....very bored now.....listenin to yellowcard...feeling down... gotta go slp now...sch tmr morn aaargh sian...

anger is creepin in...

why do some ppl not act but rather ARE some of ur best friends for such a long time and suddenly change w/o any apparent reason??? it just pisses me off....sure i can understand if we drift apart but it was not after a while!! this one was almost instantly...one moment talkin like best frenz...the next total cold shoulder... i also can understand if at the time something bad happens at home or stuff but keep ignoring me for more than 3months? or even almost a year??? wtf is wrong??? if u wont talk to me how the f am i supposed to understand???!!! we used to be such great friends wad exactly happened i still do not know nor do i understand...i try to but i cant seem to... i try and move on as some ppl advise me to but i cant...its too painful... forgettin you is like rippin a piece of my heart out... the way ur treatin and acting towards me...id rather forget you...but forgettin you is also forgettin all the good and great times we had, the laughter we shared, the arguments we had. everything was so fun and great but what happened? ....sighhz..... im a sentimental old bloody fool... cant stand it anymore...dunno wad to do....listenin to yellowcard's "ocean avenue" album...the absolute best for these kinda moods...or even yellowcard's "gifts and curses" and last Jimmy Eat World "kill"...sighhzzz wish it all went back to normal....

first full day of hols

aaaaah sian man...hahah mornin got up at 9.30, got ready for tuition at 11, went with glenn by bike...cycling's so fun!!! hahahz...super sian today...val's frenz came over for some proj...studied read comic chat surf net and finally blogged...hahahz hols damn sian man...kk blog some other time...nuthin to say....

the day after the camp

heyz...back from camp....amazingly...i survived! hahahz well it wasnt that siong... very slack actually...but cannot slp....every hr wake up....then middle of the nite ard 3am got "firedrill"...wake us up...go fall in...then go back and slp again....siiiighz stupid sia...hahahz...then got "sentry duty" sum more...my time from 2.30 to 3am.... sia lah can die....hahahz wake ard newtown sec at nite quite spooky...esp go the spiral staircase there...nobody at all....n very dark...food was alot...too much in fact... always got left over... played games but kena "pumped" alota times still...cuz of stupid idiots who cant follow instructions lah!!! aaaargh... *arms aching* play games STILL must do push-up sia....hahahz...aaaaaaargh so it wasnt THAT bad...but it still wasnt a GREAT camp either...miss hpps scout camps...so much more fun...hahah cant wait... must go back n help when can!!! see mr n mrs koh or rather uncle robert and auntie michelle!! hahahz....waaaaaaaah now sian leh....dunno wad to do....need to mug during this hols or else my final exams sure die one....peace out leavin for now....