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Buds

Buds
Friends help clean you up, Buddies cake you in the face!
You Are Beer!
You don't need to get totally wasted when you hit the bars. More of a social drinker, you just like to have fun with your friends. And as long as the beer keeps flowing, you're a happy camper. But don't mix things up: "Beer Before Liquor, Never Been Sicker!"

As A Thousand Nights Pass By...

Monday, May 19, 2008

Updates

Okay it's been a long time, but i'm in the army! so sue me.
Hahah well just turned 18 on saturday. Was a pretty uneventful day, just went shopping with my aunt then dinner with my buds and family.
Army's ok so far but it's just BMT. Got another 22months of this crap. sigh.
I wanna go back to melb terribly...
I dunno what else to write, army must've squashed more of my brain than i thought.
Will update another time.

POP in 3 weeks

Sunday, March 02, 2008

Ramblings

I want:

A Mini Cooper S. Second hand its 80 Grand! Better start saving huh?

All models of Air Jordans ever made! Sigh...why they gotta make so many??? I'll never have a complete collection... (cause it'll probably be altogether worth a BMW or 2)

A new closet! I don't have enough closet space at all!!! My t-shirts are all crumpled and what not.

A new house with a basketball court, home theatre system and 4 lane bowling alley built into the basement. A huge ass swimming pool and enough man toys to never be bored.

A day to play basketball with my favourite NBA players.

A day poverty came to an end.

A life without pain. (HAH yea right, if only...)

A way to make things right again.

Saturday, March 01, 2008

I'm sorry the way things worked out.
I know I've disappointed you. If there's anything I could do to make it up I would without a doubt. I've done some stupid things in my life but that had to be one of the most idiotic things I've accomplished in my short life time. I can't turn back time but I can move forward a changed person.

Still I can't help but think,  "If only things were different..."


Reflections

I wish I could go all the way back and do things differently, if only I had thought things through and talked before jumping into it.
But it's too late now isn't it? Shoulda Coulda Woulda's are always nice but they don't happen. What do i do now? It's so tiring looking. I don't know how else to say it other than through music:

Boys Like Girls - Thunder

I tried to read between the lines
I tried to look in your eyes
I want a simple explanation
For what I'm feeling inside
I gotta find a way out
Maybe there's a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder...


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There's more but i'm too tired to continue...



"On Wings of Crimson Fire I Fly,
Straight into the Midnight Sky..."

Wednesday, February 27, 2008

The Search

Dawn -
The morning sun creeps over the horizon ever so slowly,
Its beams taking slow stabs into the eternal darkness of the night,
As if waiting for something unexpected.
Two souls wandering collide,
The strings of fate bringing them together.
Where does their destiny lie? Only time will tell.

Noon -
The blazing midday sun scorches the land,
Finding shelter in the shade they lay,
not a care in the world, closer they grew,
Time passes slowly with the sun crawling through the sky,
And it seemed as if this friendship would last forever,
But... would it become something more?

Dusk -
Retiring away, the evening sun struggles as it gives way to the night,
It being the one chased away from its sky throne,
Time now sped away, with not enough to be spent between the two,
What appeared to be forever now was quickly fading,
Fate had other things in store for these two travelers.

Night -
The land now engulfed in the dark of night,
The sun resting from its voyage through the vast blue.
Two souls, pulled apart by the hands of Fate,
"Were we not meant for each other?"
One wondered aloud, in tears from what happened.
Eyes closed, sleep set in.
A long journey was ahead and rest was needed,
The journey to find the One,
When will it end?
Will it ever end?

Go On Girl

Aqua Timez - Sen no Yoru wo Koete (Overcoming the Thousand Nights)


I want you to love me, but I dont think you will."
I wander around as I repeat this to myself
It's the only answer I have, even if I'm scared of getting hurt.
I'll say "I love you" to the one I love

Do you love me or not?
I don't care what the answer is, I just need to know!
No matter how badly I desire to be with you
There are many unchangeable things in this world
and my love for you
can't be stopped by anyone

As 1000 nights pass, I long to tell you
I have to let you know
"I want you to love me, but I don't think you will."
I wander around as I repeat this to myself
It's the only answer I have, even if I'm scared of getting hurt.
I'll say "I love you" to the one I love
Putting these feelings into words is so scary
but I'll say "I love you" to the one I love

In this broad world,
I can’t express the joy of encountering you with words
So we smile, sing about the vividly passing autumn in do-re-mi
Turn our backs on winter,
wait for the sunlight streaming through trees in spring
And become reborn anew,
so that we can protect someone

As I looked at the road I'd traveled and the path ahead,
my eyes were filled with cowardice
I wanted to look into your eyes, but was afraid I wouldn't be honest
I didn't want to know that you didn't love me
and live the rest of my days alone
That day, I kept on loving you without getting hurt

As 1000 nights pass, I long to tell you
I have to let you know
"I want you to love me, but I don't think you will."
I wander around as I repeat this to myself
It's the only answer I have, even if I'm scared of getting hurt.
I'll say "I love you" to the one I love
Even if my feelings aren't returned, I can say "I love you" to the one I love
And that's the most beautiful thing in the world


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BAAD "Kimi ga Suki da to Sakebitai; I Want to Shout "I Love You"


Starting my run in the middle of town,
bright sunlight at my back,
as always, [you] tapped my shoulder
I'm so enthralled by you
- yet for reasons unknown
your arm won't be linked to mine.

Before I realized it,
you stole my gaze, and it began.
I won't let you go. I won't have any doubts.
Crazy for you.

I want to shout "I love you."
Let's try to change tomorrow.
I want to smash this freezing (moment in) time.
I want to shout "I love you."
Let's be brave and take a step forward.
I want you to receive these warm emotions.

On the noisy floor,
across from me at the crowded table,
I'm lost in your casual glance.
It feels like I'm in love with you,
yet it's like I'm being toyed with.
I can't lie to my soaring emotions anymore.

When will it change,
this frustrating friendship?
I want to tell you. I want to make sure.
I take you away.

I want to shout "I love you."
Let's leave everything behind.
I want to find the words to melt your heart.
I want to shout "I love you."
I won't let you leave me tonight.
Let's end the days we don't get past just gazing at eachother
I wanna cry for you

I want to shout "I love you."
Let's try to change tomorrow.
I want to smash this freezing (moment in) time.
I want to shout "I love you."
Let's bravely take a step forward.
I want you to receive these warm emotions.
I wanna cry for you

Monday, February 25, 2008

3 weeks more

In exactly 3 weeks i'll have been in the army for 3 days.

Its coming so fast, it seems just yesterday that it was 3 months away.

I can't believe i'm going to be in the army. It's so surreal. Most of my friends are in JC or poly and so still have at least a year before they go in. I've heard so many different things about it.

It's hell
It's great
Worse 2 years
Best 2 years
Interesting
Waste of time


Yea i've pretty much heard everything but i have no idea what its gonna be like. I guess its something you have to experience for yourself to truly understand.

Looking back, I've come a pretty long way from being in primary 1H in HPPS.
I've changed school twice, classes 6 times and country once.
I've met a ton of ppl while I was at it too, great friends, irritating idiots and just plain annoying punks, but hey, the good with the bad huh? My path to where I am really was God directed. Without going into the details too much I realized how different things would be had I decided differently on some choices such as secondary school as well as my decision to go to Trinity. I may not have enjoyed the initial stages of my new schs but eventually I grew to love the place i had been placed in and the ppl that i had met.

Where I go from here? Well that's not entirely up to me is it?
Peace man
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There's a place on the corner of Cherry Street,
We would walk on the beach in our bare feet,
We were both 18, and it felt so right,
Sleeping all day, staying up all night,
Staying up all night.
----- Yellowcard "Ocean Avenue"

So maybe there’s not a lot to do
Or maybe I’m just making myself confused
Or maybe I’ve got nothing to lose
But if I get out of line,
Just tell me you’re mine,
And how I’m better with you
----- Five Times August "Better With You"

As I looked at the road I'd traveled and the path ahead,
my eyes were filled with cowardice
I wanted to look into your eyes, but was afraid I wouldn't be honest
I didn't want to know that you didn't love me
and live the rest of my days alone
That day, I kept on loving you without getting hurt
----- Aqua Timez "As a Thousand Nights Pass"

Fav Songs

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

How Time Flies

Its been a year since I first set foot on the Trinity Campus in Melbourne...

I still remember how reluctant I was to leave Sg to go for the Foundations course, leaving family and friends behind. Funny how it was only cuz Huai heard I was thinking of going and he persuaded his parents to let him go that I decided it wldnt be too bad specially cuz my bud wld be rooming with me. Seriously having that bugger as a roomie for a year really makes it an interesting one xD

So many things happened during that 8.5 months(not counting the holidays); orientation camp at the grampians which had a spectacular view of the stars at night; the big noise-where many of us made a fool of ourselves; drama exams which most of us busted our asses off to practice and make perfect and not to forget the prom which was weirdly held at the Melb Aquarium.

Those were just some of the bigger events. There was the weekly events like HOI Lecture with Tamar(the squeakiest lecturer EVER); Graham's econs/nagging sessions; Danny's crazy antics during drama and Maureen's insanely entertaining Psychology lessons.

The friends I have made are ones that I will cherish for life.

Poodle (HAHA xDDD):
Thank you for being someone I can always confide in. You're such a great listener, you're so easy to talk to I can tell you anything and you give me good advice with care, for that I thank you. Though I can't rmb how we started talking I'm really glad to call you my close friend. All those nights we spent just hanging out and chatting are times I cherish.

That night was our longest Goodbye, but it's merely farewell for now.

Don't forget that I'm always here for you alright?

Chubbs (LOL I'm so getting killed for this):
Yo man, it was an awesome year huh? Lots of crazy experiences. I'm quite happy that you were my roomie. It made adjusting to Melb a whole lot easier having someone I've known for a pretty long time. Those late nights when we talked abt girls and well life were truly enjoyable, even though it made waking up for lectures the next day a TORTURE xP

We ride together, We die together, Bad Boys for Life

Spermy (Another one...gotta become a cat with 9 lives xP):
It was really fun getting to know you. What with your bitch-I-ain't-taking-shit-from-you attitude xP and your straightforwardness. There's no two ways about anything with you! Do you rmb how we started talkin? I do and thats because its one of the weirdest ways i got to know someone. Outside Eeep-eeep's room while she was on the phone? yea that was an interesting conversation which started a great friendship.

Eeep-eeep (Die liao... EVERYONE'S gonna be after my punkass... OH WELL xDDDD):
Thank you for being someone whom I could talk to whenever and where ever no matter about what. I can always count on you to encourage me in my walk with God. My most memorable conversation with you is probably that night after you had dinner with... phaikwah? Yea i think so. We went to Carlton Gardens to sit while we waited for Spermy. That conversation well... It was special to me anyway. It changed my mind about certain things and I think everything worked out from there. I'm glad to have met you and gotten to know you over last year. May our friendship grow from strength to strength! I'll always be there when you need me.

If only some things never change

Looking back I do not regret one bit my final decision to head to Melb. The course, though short was challenging and pushed me to work harder than I've ever worked before but hey, it pays off. 86% and Faculty of Arts man! Praise God for that =)
Planetshakers has been an eye opener for me. I've never felt so close with a cell-group ever before. I really miss it now that I'm back in Sg. Praying God sends me to the Church He has called me to be soon.

In this broad world,
I can’t express the joy of encountering you with words
So we smile, sing about the vividly passing autumn in do-re-mi
Turn our backs on winter,
wait for the sunlight streaming through trees in spring
And become reborn anew,
so that we can protect someone

On the path we came from and our destination,
when we looked back, I’d always have timid eyes
I want to face you, but I can’t be honest
I, who repeated days of not being able to straightforwardly love my partner
And hated being alone on that day
Seemed to love people while unwounded

Sunday, December 30, 2007

Updates

Whoa... okay its been awhile.
It's 2 days to the new year and i'm gonna do a recap of what's been going on.
If you don't already know i broke up with my 2nd gf a few weeks back. It just didnt work out and yea i'm fine but i don't really wanna talk abt it.
My exams were alright. Did pretty well actually, which was sort of a surprise.
85.75% overall
Psych 91
HOI 89
Eng 86
Econs 77 (THIS WAS A BIIIIG SURPRISE!!! THANK YOU LORD JESUS!!! Without you that wldnt have been possible)
EAP 85

Yea so...PRAISE GOD for my good results!!!
Other than that....i was in Japan for a solid 2weeks.
Yea what a long time huh? After the holiday i was like "okay, you guys are my family and i love you guys but...eh 2weeks 24/7 is a LITTLE too much" hahahha.

We were in Tokyo Disneyland/sea for 3days then went to tokyo for another 3. Went to Hakone next, The Hot Springs are AWESOME!!!! Took a train to Kyoto where we stayed at a traditional Japanese inn. The castles are truly a work of art. The nightingale floor is a technological marvel, indicating to guards if there was an intruder in the castle.

A short drive to Osaka and we were at Osaka castle which is one of the most beautiful castles ever constructed! The gold and green truly display the importance and worth of it. Osaka was nice, kinda reminded me of Melbourne...not too crowded like Tokyo but not too rural either. The trip was truly an enjoyable and interesting one.

Reached home on the nite of the 22nd and immediately went to prepare for christmas eve dinner at my place with all my relatives. What a rush man!!! Had to buy all the presents in one day! Met Deb after that just to hang, went to her place and played the Wii!!! Hahahha now i got one for myself!!!! HAPPINESS!!!!!!

CHRISTMAS DAY I HAD TO SPRINGCLEAN!!!! My mom is damn power. Watched National treasure2 with the family that nite. It was interesting but not something i would watch again. Wednesday i got dragged to the office to work for my mom so it was a day that just dragged along.

Thursday was definitely more fun! Met up with Rachel at Serene centre for lunch at Mac's but that wasnt the real reason we went there. It was for Island Creamery!!!! It has the best flavours!!! I had tiger sorbet and treated her to Nutella. hahaha. it was so good. missed it while i was in melb. She came over and met Angel and we played the Wii. She totally owned me at the 100m dash. Headed to gradma's for dinner and it was laksa!!! Yumm...grandma's laksa owns. hahahah. Headed to PS to meet Deb before we watched "I Am Legend". It was a really good movie. Will Smith is a great actor. He really shines in this suspense/thriller. That night wasnt too hot and there was a slight breeze which was a pleasant surprise. It was great just catching a flick and chillin together.

wished time would have just stood still

Met Shiyou at wheellock before going for UL(UrbanLife). She had a shirt that was totally a ripoff of one of mine(HAHAHA She's so gonna kill me for writing that but ah well you only live once xD) She had to repair her mom's phone cuz the speeddial didnt work. The wait was like 20mins!!! Luckily we walked around before going back just on time. Then her mom's phone actually decided to work again... =_=" hahah oh well. UL was really good. Lots of ppl were there...almost 30 i think. Food was good and the sharing was really revalational(is that a word? oh well thats how it felt). Worship was filled with God's presence...which was something i really needed after not being able to go to church for 2weeks+.

Anyhow more updates next time. Merry Christmas and A Happy New Year to all!!!
Here are 2 songs i've been listening to, The first is the chorus of "How Do I Breathe" By Mario and the 2nd is a Japanese theme song from the anime "Slam Dunk", of which i found the english lyrics.


How do I breathe
Without you here by my side
How will I see
When Your love brought me to the light
Where do I go
When your hearts where I lay my head
When your not with me
How do I breathe
How do I breathe

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Starting my run in the middle of town,
bright sunlight at my back,
as always, [you] tapped my shoulder
I'm so enthralled by you
- yet for reasons unknown
your arm won't be linked to mine.

Before I realized it,
you stole my gaze, and it began.
I won't let you go. I won't have any doubts.
Crazy for you.

I want to shout "I love you."
Let's try to change tomorrow.
I want to smash this freezing (moment in) time.
I want to shout "I love you."
Let's be brave and take a step forward.
I want you to receive these warm emotions.

On the noisy floor,
across from me at the crowded table,
I'm lost in your casual glance.
It feels like I'm in love with you,
yet it's like I'm being toyed with.
I can't lie to my soaring hearbeat (emotions) anymore.

When will it change,
this frustrating friendship?
I want to tell you. I want to make sure.
I take you away.

I want to shout "I love you."
Let's leave everything behind.
I want to find the words to melt your heart.
I want to shout "I love you."
I won't let you leave me tonight.
Let's end the days we don't get past just gazing at eachother
I wanna cry for you

I want to shout "I love you."
Let's try to change tomorrow.
I want to smash this freezing (moment in) time.
I want to shout "I love you."
Let's bravely take a step forward.
I want you to receive these warm emotions.
I wanna cry for you

Sunday, July 22, 2007

Results!

Okay i got all my results back.

Quite happy with most of them but kinda wanted to do better in some...

EAP: 16/20 (wanted to get 17+ but oh well)
HOI: 16.5/20 (about what i expected but hoped to get 17+ too)
ECONS: 7.75/10 (Arrrghh wanted like 8.5...sian oh well)
Psychology: 32/35 (Quite happy with this but like wanted to get fullmarks...)
Maths: eh heh heh... 35/100 (die la...considering dropping maths...)

Sunday, July 15, 2007

UPDATE

HEY ppl!!! Been lazy to update for a looooooooong time so quick update.

Exams:
Finished all the trinity term2 exams abt 3weeks ago.
To sum up, EAP is gonna be a nailbiter...dunno do well or fail BADLY
Math...eh heh math is math...a bitch. gonna SOOOOOOOOO FAIL. oh well..sian
Lit, hope i can do pretty well here. aiming high
Econs i think i can do relatively well but don't wanna get my hopes up too high.
Psychology. i wanna get as close to full marks as possible but i lost some marks already...
Drama i got 8/10. hoping to get 9 point something but well...didnt do my monolouge well enough...sianz

Holiday! :
Was back in Sunny singapore for abt 12days! SO DAMN HOT.
Melbourne is now like average 12 degrees. SHIOK MAN!!! but its like cooooold.
Singapore was fun. saw my sji juniors. HAHA they were super surprised to see my hair so long. Got to watch them at AP as well! that was a blast.
MALAY MIX RICE IN SJI IS THE BEST MAN!!!!!!
Had only 40 sticks of satay this time around... (im deproving...sighhh)
Before i went back i went to the BLEDISOLE CUP at the MCG. Awwww maaaaaaaaaan... ALL BLACKS shoulda won it. but australia played well in the 2nd half. gotta give it to em. It was a really good rugby match!!!

Okay damn tired now. its like wad 3 freaking am in the morning. WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING? kk need to sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep now. Holla back man!

Friday, June 22, 2007

What's It Mean To Be A Friend?

Okay, so like what does it mean to be a friend? Let's go by the dictionary meaning.
Dictionary.com says:
1. a person attached to another by feelings of affection or personal regard.

2. a person who gives assistance; patron; supporter

3. a person who is on good terms with another

Hmmm... my own:
1. a person you actually CHAT and have CONVERSATIONS with.

2. a person you spend TIME with.

So... technically if your "friend" doesn't do any of these, can't exactly call 'em your friend can you?

You know, we don't need to do this, we can just stop the facade that we're still friends.
A "hello" here and there with a half smile are all we have now huh?
Just tell me. I can take it. Say it and let's move on. Without each other's friendship, not like we have one now but anyway.
I still want to be friends, I do. But if your idea of ME being YOUR friend is that you can tell everyone else stuff but not me well i don't need that. I don't even know what to talk to you about anymore. I don't know you. I used to. Not anymore.
Just go hang out in you're own group. I have a group of people who ACTUALLY give a DAMN about me. People who ask how I'm doing, talk with me about everything and anything, SPEND TIME WITH ME. But I guess if that's too hard for you, then don't even pretend to. I don't need someone who won't spend time with me and then say "I'm cool being your friend"
Friends spend time with each other don't they? Or are you just unable to get that into your head?
SIGH...
Ahhh forget it. Go spend time with your friends. Go hang out with them.
Go...just...just... go away.


I'm sorry this post is so emo too... I just need to get that off my chest. EAP EXAM TMR!!! Ahhhhh!!!! PSYCHOLOGY AND MATH ON MONDAY!!!!! LIT ON TUES!!!!! ECONS ON FRI!!!!! Damnit this week gonna pass fast.
But i want it over quickly...
Can't wait to get home.
Miss you guys back in Sunny(read : HOT) singapore!
SATAY AGAIN!!!! HAHAHAH this time going for 50+ sticks!!!

Friday, June 15, 2007

SIAN

Damn sian today man. Dunno why.

"The Happiness of Love is a Shooting Star, The Pain of Love is the Darkness that follows..." A quote from the collection of short stories {A Thousand Years Of Good Prayers} by Li YiYun.

Ain't that too true? How many times does Pain NOT follow after Love?
It's like a faulty package deal. Unless you find the right one, its just gonna end up with someone hurt..
Chains
Chains. Metal. Cold to Touch.
Cold like what I feel from you.

Chains. Strong. Hard to break.
Strong, like my desire to hold you once again.
Unbreakable, my resolve to be with you.

Chains. Restrictive. Holding me back.
The gap you've created between us,
why won't you let me come near?

Chains. Protective. Dare I say never again?
Wrapped my heart in Chains, keeping it from Pain.
You have the Key, will you come set me Free?


I don't know why i feel the way i feel. I know I still miss her. I miss holding her hand, hugging her tight, stroking her cheek with the back of my hand, running my fingers through her hair, kissing her goodnight... I know, but I don't know why I feel the way I feel. I can't describe how I feel...
Lord, please just take away the feelings I have. They're just too painful to bear... I need your love now Jesus, now more than ever...


I just wanna go home. I don't want to do my exams. I don't wanna study anymore, I just want to be at home. I miss my family, my friends, my dog...sigh...

Saturday, June 02, 2007

St.Kilda's

Alright as promised, I'll talk abt that CRAZY trip.

Me YuHuai JunWei were the only guys.
The rest were girls : Deb,Shiyou,MingHuei,Sher,Melissa,Chariss,YiHui,Audrey Goh n Quek,Sarah,LiTing,Christine.

Yea so all of us split into 4 diff cabs and met up back at Donnovan's, which is a daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaamn nice restaurant.

Sat on the pier with the bloody cold wind freezing our butts off. It was probably 10degrees w/o the wind; 7 or 6 with the wind...

Me n Huai had a few beers each. hahah Corona n Asahi. CORONA ROCKS!!!

Haha y'all must be thinking "crazy buggers, chilled beer in less than 10degree weather." But who cares? it was fun!!!

The sunrise wasn't too bad. Even tho it wasn't spectacular, it was pretty fun! We goofed around a lil more then headed home as everyone like started to wake up.

Hit the sack at abt 9.30am and went for church that nite.

I'm lazing for pics so another time! hahah

Friday, June 01, 2007

DEATH TO HOI ESSAY QUESTION TWO

DAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAMNNNN!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHHA!!! Done with HOI!!! The only damn thing keepin me from posting the...last 2weeks? yea something like that. shit man lotsa stuff has happened.

1) On the 20th of May, me and 14 other CRAZY ppl went to St.kilda's at like 4am in the morning and sat on the pier to wait for the sunrise. FRICKING COLD!!! Haha will post pics later.

2) SLAP at Arrow on Swanston... that's gonna be a long post so after dinner!!! hahah brb peeps.

Friday, May 18, 2007

17YEARS OLD!!! (damn im old)

First birthday away from home...it was pretty GREAT!!! =))) Thanks guys!!!

At Urban Life wed nite? After everything JonoOng said he needed to talk to me in his room( i was like "uh oh..." hahah). Then the lights went off and everyone started singing! So coool!!! Hahaa thanks!!! That was really special...since i've never celebrated with my cell group back home.
The Palmerston Experience wasn't too bad either! hahah got home just about 12am on the 17th and everyone was in block6!!! I didn't think there'd be SOOO MANY PPL!!! hahaha like tito justin hon nigel kevin nicolas christine clara jean prim kristi kathi junwei lawrence reina minghuei melissa shiyou deb audrey sher liting gwen calvin. Yea...hope i didn't forget anyone... heh SORRY if i did!!! Thank you ALL for coming!!! It meant ALOT to me!!

So did the whole sing song n cut cake and just when i thought it was safe... Nic came up to me and was like *evil grin with cake in hand* "Hiiiii Jon..." CAKE MASCARA!!!! lol, he missed the first time but then i just let him hit me on the left cheek. hahahah it was good fun.

The party then adjourned to my balcony. Music n booze. Haha yea thats basically how it went til 3.30am where i was daaaaaaaaaaamn tired n stoned so luckily kevin ended the party.

My birthDAY itself was kinda slow cuz it rained and i just had HOI essay plan checking with Januz. Slpt the party off during the afternoon and went out for dinner. Dimattina's!!!! Went with Calvin JunWei Deb Shiyou Sher n Gwen. Dinner was AWESOME!!! I LOVE OYSTERS!!!! hahaha btwn calvin and me we had 36 oysters!!!(building up for the future xDDD) Yea so my first birthday away from home was pretty good. Missed my family but my family here made up for it =)

THANKS TO :
Nigel Clara n Christine FOR : 3 Cute lil bottles of hard liquer! DAMN CUTE!!!
Prim n Jean : Thanks for the HUGE Toblerone! Thanks to you i HAVE to go to the gym soon. hahah oh well
Kevin Hon Nic n Justin FOR : The daaaaamn nice Fossil Wallet n Belt. Shall change wallets soon! haha
Deb Shiyou Sher MingHuei Melissa Audrey Yihui Charis FOR : The Super smartlooking and comfortable SHIRT and the cool brown Havaianas(Spartan Sandles!!!).
SHIRIN : THANKS JIEJIE for the chocolates sweet and the birthday card!!! Love you so much!!! =DDD

You guys ROCK!!!

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

Resurrection...

Wow...9 months since my last post. It really has turned into a "Ghost Blog". Well enough of that. It's a new year. Time to resurrect this old thing.

QUICK UPDATE

I got 16pts for O's. Not too shabby eh? Considering i thought i was gonna like JUST PASS History 2158. The breakdown goes something like this :
English: A2 (DAMNIT WAS AIMING FOR A ONE!!!)
EMath: B3 (Okay La)
AMath: B4 (oso Okay La, expected worst)
SS/GeogElec: A1 (My only ONE {haha})
Physics: Ehhh... B4 (ithink can't rmb xP)
Chem: LOL my WORST C6
Chinese: C5 (BETTER THAN MY CHEM???)
History: B3

Yea so then I'm in Trinity College (Melbourne) now.
Didn't do well enough for SAJC...Sigh...
Well, I'll be a SAINT in Spirit.
Aaaaaaaaaaand well its been pretty good here. The Sch's aite, the teachers are aite. The Friends are GREAT. The Church is GREAT (PLANETSHAKES!!!!!). The food...eh the food where i stay is *ahem* "aite", but other than that its pretty good too. Weather's nice right now. Autum. shiok man. Taking Math Economics and Psychology, which is daaaaaamn cool. Lotsa diff countries represented here, mostly from Singapore,Malaysia,Indonesia,HongKong and China. Some are from Korea,The Middle East...yea dunno any others...hahah. The eve i'm turning 17...damn i'm sure the guys got some shit planned for me x) *RUNS AND HIDES* haha i'll do that later. Damn tired now so gonna stop typing. Might do more updates in later posts but well that's all you're gettin for now.

Peace hommies.

Sunday, July 23, 2006

Who Am I?

Wad are you supposed to do if you're friends with everyone but not good friends with anyone? or rather the ppl you see everyday and not those who are good friends but arent seen very often. how am i supposed to feel if my dream is to be a NBA player but i'm , "too short" , "too slow" , "chinese" or am told "Just Give It Up, You'll NEVER do it..." and on the other hand told to , " just do it!" and "impossible is nothing" ??? can ANYONE tell me what the HECK am i supposed to do? Who Am I? What Am I? Will It matter if i go away and never come back? cause it sure seems like that sometimes... the pain i feel...is it justifiable? or am i to blame? are academics the only thing in this life of mine? are they wad count when i stand before the Lord on high and await judgement?? Does the book of life say ," oh u failed physics and a maths...you can't get into heaven." ?? Does it??? SO WHAT THE HELL IS ALL THE FUSS ABOUT STUDIES AND ACADEMICS????? WHY DO I NEED A1s and A2s TO BE CONSIDERED COMPETENT? DO MY MORALS AND VALUES COUNT AT ALL??? FREAK THIS WORLD!!!

...And On Wings Of Crimson I Will Fly...

Tuesday, April 04, 2006

sick...again?!?!?!?

hey guys nothing to do so gonna blog... sick 2day...AGAIN... stomach flu AGAIN...sigh still i went to sch 2day and took my history test on jap aggression in china b4 i went to see J liew to get permission to go home and see a doctor, oh n u know, to go home im supposed to get a blue form but so many ppl are fallin sick in sch that they ran out! hahaz . so later went to see doc teoh and was biggest bugger there...haha everyone else there who was gonna see doc was like 5yrs or younger... (note to self : need a new doctor) so yea he gave me my meds and i went home... slpt from 11am to 5pm (yea i know im a PIG, but then i was tired and sick) abt to slp now so yea cya guys ard huh? oh yea btw we lost to SAS in rugby so i hope they WHOOP ACSI though thats gonna b a lil hard to do... so yea GO SAINTS!!!!