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Buds

Buds
Friends help clean you up, Buddies cake you in the face!
You Are Beer!
You don't need to get totally wasted when you hit the bars. More of a social drinker, you just like to have fun with your friends. And as long as the beer keeps flowing, you're a happy camper. But don't mix things up: "Beer Before Liquor, Never Been Sicker!"

As A Thousand Nights Pass By...

Monday, May 19, 2008

Updates

Okay it's been a long time, but i'm in the army! so sue me.
Hahah well just turned 18 on saturday. Was a pretty uneventful day, just went shopping with my aunt then dinner with my buds and family.
Army's ok so far but it's just BMT. Got another 22months of this crap. sigh.
I wanna go back to melb terribly...
I dunno what else to write, army must've squashed more of my brain than i thought.
Will update another time.

POP in 3 weeks

Sunday, March 02, 2008

Ramblings

I want:

A Mini Cooper S. Second hand its 80 Grand! Better start saving huh?

All models of Air Jordans ever made! Sigh...why they gotta make so many??? I'll never have a complete collection... (cause it'll probably be altogether worth a BMW or 2)

A new closet! I don't have enough closet space at all!!! My t-shirts are all crumpled and what not.

A new house with a basketball court, home theatre system and 4 lane bowling alley built into the basement. A huge ass swimming pool and enough man toys to never be bored.

A day to play basketball with my favourite NBA players.

A day poverty came to an end.

A life without pain. (HAH yea right, if only...)

A way to make things right again.

Saturday, March 01, 2008

I'm sorry the way things worked out.
I know I've disappointed you. If there's anything I could do to make it up I would without a doubt. I've done some stupid things in my life but that had to be one of the most idiotic things I've accomplished in my short life time. I can't turn back time but I can move forward a changed person.

Still I can't help but think,  "If only things were different..."


Reflections

I wish I could go all the way back and do things differently, if only I had thought things through and talked before jumping into it.
But it's too late now isn't it? Shoulda Coulda Woulda's are always nice but they don't happen. What do i do now? It's so tiring looking. I don't know how else to say it other than through music:

Boys Like Girls - Thunder

I tried to read between the lines
I tried to look in your eyes
I want a simple explanation
For what I'm feeling inside
I gotta find a way out
Maybe there's a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder...


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There's more but i'm too tired to continue...



"On Wings of Crimson Fire I Fly,
Straight into the Midnight Sky..."

Wednesday, February 27, 2008

The Search

Dawn -
The morning sun creeps over the horizon ever so slowly,
Its beams taking slow stabs into the eternal darkness of the night,
As if waiting for something unexpected.
Two souls wandering collide,
The strings of fate bringing them together.
Where does their destiny lie? Only time will tell.

Noon -
The blazing midday sun scorches the land,
Finding shelter in the shade they lay,
not a care in the world, closer they grew,
Time passes slowly with the sun crawling through the sky,
And it seemed as if this friendship would last forever,
But... would it become something more?

Dusk -
Retiring away, the evening sun struggles as it gives way to the night,
It being the one chased away from its sky throne,
Time now sped away, with not enough to be spent between the two,
What appeared to be forever now was quickly fading,
Fate had other things in store for these two travelers.

Night -
The land now engulfed in the dark of night,
The sun resting from its voyage through the vast blue.
Two souls, pulled apart by the hands of Fate,
"Were we not meant for each other?"
One wondered aloud, in tears from what happened.
Eyes closed, sleep set in.
A long journey was ahead and rest was needed,
The journey to find the One,
When will it end?
Will it ever end?

Go On Girl

Aqua Timez - Sen no Yoru wo Koete (Overcoming the Thousand Nights)


I want you to love me, but I dont think you will."
I wander around as I repeat this to myself
It's the only answer I have, even if I'm scared of getting hurt.
I'll say "I love you" to the one I love

Do you love me or not?
I don't care what the answer is, I just need to know!
No matter how badly I desire to be with you
There are many unchangeable things in this world
and my love for you
can't be stopped by anyone

As 1000 nights pass, I long to tell you
I have to let you know
"I want you to love me, but I don't think you will."
I wander around as I repeat this to myself
It's the only answer I have, even if I'm scared of getting hurt.
I'll say "I love you" to the one I love
Putting these feelings into words is so scary
but I'll say "I love you" to the one I love

In this broad world,
I can’t express the joy of encountering you with words
So we smile, sing about the vividly passing autumn in do-re-mi
Turn our backs on winter,
wait for the sunlight streaming through trees in spring
And become reborn anew,
so that we can protect someone

As I looked at the road I'd traveled and the path ahead,
my eyes were filled with cowardice
I wanted to look into your eyes, but was afraid I wouldn't be honest
I didn't want to know that you didn't love me
and live the rest of my days alone
That day, I kept on loving you without getting hurt

As 1000 nights pass, I long to tell you
I have to let you know
"I want you to love me, but I don't think you will."
I wander around as I repeat this to myself
It's the only answer I have, even if I'm scared of getting hurt.
I'll say "I love you" to the one I love
Even if my feelings aren't returned, I can say "I love you" to the one I love
And that's the most beautiful thing in the world


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BAAD "Kimi ga Suki da to Sakebitai; I Want to Shout "I Love You"


Starting my run in the middle of town,
bright sunlight at my back,
as always, [you] tapped my shoulder
I'm so enthralled by you
- yet for reasons unknown
your arm won't be linked to mine.

Before I realized it,
you stole my gaze, and it began.
I won't let you go. I won't have any doubts.
Crazy for you.

I want to shout "I love you."
Let's try to change tomorrow.
I want to smash this freezing (moment in) time.
I want to shout "I love you."
Let's be brave and take a step forward.
I want you to receive these warm emotions.

On the noisy floor,
across from me at the crowded table,
I'm lost in your casual glance.
It feels like I'm in love with you,
yet it's like I'm being toyed with.
I can't lie to my soaring emotions anymore.

When will it change,
this frustrating friendship?
I want to tell you. I want to make sure.
I take you away.

I want to shout "I love you."
Let's leave everything behind.
I want to find the words to melt your heart.
I want to shout "I love you."
I won't let you leave me tonight.
Let's end the days we don't get past just gazing at eachother
I wanna cry for you

I want to shout "I love you."
Let's try to change tomorrow.
I want to smash this freezing (moment in) time.
I want to shout "I love you."
Let's bravely take a step forward.
I want you to receive these warm emotions.
I wanna cry for you

Monday, February 25, 2008

3 weeks more

In exactly 3 weeks i'll have been in the army for 3 days.

Its coming so fast, it seems just yesterday that it was 3 months away.

I can't believe i'm going to be in the army. It's so surreal. Most of my friends are in JC or poly and so still have at least a year before they go in. I've heard so many different things about it.

It's hell
It's great
Worse 2 years
Best 2 years
Interesting
Waste of time


Yea i've pretty much heard everything but i have no idea what its gonna be like. I guess its something you have to experience for yourself to truly understand.

Looking back, I've come a pretty long way from being in primary 1H in HPPS.
I've changed school twice, classes 6 times and country once.
I've met a ton of ppl while I was at it too, great friends, irritating idiots and just plain annoying punks, but hey, the good with the bad huh? My path to where I am really was God directed. Without going into the details too much I realized how different things would be had I decided differently on some choices such as secondary school as well as my decision to go to Trinity. I may not have enjoyed the initial stages of my new schs but eventually I grew to love the place i had been placed in and the ppl that i had met.

Where I go from here? Well that's not entirely up to me is it?
Peace man
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There's a place on the corner of Cherry Street,
We would walk on the beach in our bare feet,
We were both 18, and it felt so right,
Sleeping all day, staying up all night,
Staying up all night.
----- Yellowcard "Ocean Avenue"

So maybe there’s not a lot to do
Or maybe I’m just making myself confused
Or maybe I’ve got nothing to lose
But if I get out of line,
Just tell me you’re mine,
And how I’m better with you
----- Five Times August "Better With You"

As I looked at the road I'd traveled and the path ahead,
my eyes were filled with cowardice
I wanted to look into your eyes, but was afraid I wouldn't be honest
I didn't want to know that you didn't love me
and live the rest of my days alone
That day, I kept on loving you without getting hurt
----- Aqua Timez "As a Thousand Nights Pass"